12 dpiui BFN

12 dpiui and it’s a BFN.  I keep starring at this picture just wishing I could see a line, I swear I sometimes do I just want it to be positive.

I’ll test again in the morning, if nothing then I’ll wait for AF which is to arrive Sunday if it doesn’t show then I go for my Beta Monday morning.  I feel like I’m out this month, just doesn’t feel like same as before.   I shouldn’t compare it  to April’s pregnancy but it’s so hard not to!  I’ve been trying to search for another donor but I haven’t clicked with any of them yet.  Im hoping I find a new one by Tuesday so I can order and have it ready for the 9th.  I’ll have to come back from home sooner then I wanted so I can do IUI #4 


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